Gluttony in America and in van builds what might have been a minimalist escape is now excess

In general, I have a strong resistance to technology. I don’t think its the solution to problems, its a way to make our lives easier but not more complete. It’s in the illusion of completeness that i’m repulsed by.

But regarding the van, here i am developing such an extensive electrical system that is overkill. But why? in part i think there is a need to have a van that can support the brutal summers. But in reality its the fear of not knowing what is really needed in a build to have a comfortable life. I’m constantly adding things out of fear. What is truly needed?

Much of what disgust me in america is the gluttony of everything. Excess in every form and fashion. One doesn’t need the parts to make coffee. One doesn’t need un-repeatable clothing combinations, its a fucking outfit not cryptography. So when I find myself heading in the direction of excess i’m extremely critical of myself. I scrutinize myself and try to reason why its a need.

Battery system in the van

my system is 24v of 460ah

which is overkill in every application. Why do i need this? I don’t. I’m hoping this is the first and last campervan build. This is the home on the road and the home that will power my off grid cabin once we are done with van life. So I find myself in this state of fear. Fear of not being extremely minimal adhering to my ideals, yet going with what comfort life brings. Where is the balance? How do if i find it in a van that i’ve never lived in?

I still battle these questions